Courage, courage, breathe, courage. You can do this.
The 4am panic and crisis. Like an old friend she calls in now and again. Unexpected but once she’s here, familiar.
You need a place to live, Kate. You can’t keep existing in other people’s homes, looking after their pets, your life in a van parked outside. Your previous life in a wall of boxes in a mate’s garage.
But it’s so f’ing scary! Why do I have to start from scratch all over again?
Why me?
Why him??
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October 10, 2016 at 8:26 am
Hi Kate – Is it so scary because it is another step in the process of ‘moving on’ with life? I can’t even imagine what you’re going through. Your posts are fantastic support. I hope they help you, and they help us in understanding where you are on your path of grief and dealing with Michael’s loss and life without him.
They ensure that we don’t get to fill in the gaps incorrectly ourselves.
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October 19, 2016 at 9:56 am
Thanks Eveliene. Yes for many reasons but I think you right, aside from the fear, it is a reluctant “moving on” that I don’t want to have to do, but resisting it is useless so it must be done?
Thanks for helping me think about this x
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