Chest pain

Can’t breathe deeply. It feels like there is no room in my chest to take in any air because this hollowed out ball lingers in there. It won’t shrink just yet

My jaw muscles ache from grinding in my sleep

Such deep tiredness, like nothing I’ve felt before. I want everyone to go away so I can sleep for a week

Stomach pain

Brain fog

Feeling, how to describe it; limbless? Perhaps because I would rather lose all my limbs than lose him

Sometimes the more beautiful the place I’m in, the more pain I feel. Or maybe, that I allow myself to feel.